PORN AND I

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A story of a young boy name Mathew, who share his story about porn

Born may 1991,never had a sane life though I was well on the outside but felt empty inside, a vacuum that could not just be filled with no one to talk to, I turn to my pen and paper for companionship.

Pornography…menace to some, Pleasure to most…I was in my teenage days when I viewed my first adult movie,given to me by a friend,a mistake I regret till date cause I no longer have control over my porn consumption, porn cost me my self esteem, my time for other productive activities and above all my marriage.

The story of my life...My lovely wife just couldn’t cope with erectile dysfunction which has developed as a result of porn In my life,couldn’t cope with the news that her beloved husband is a porn addict and has featured in a porn movie without her knowledge, she went for a divorce,leaving with my 2 little kids.

I am left shattered and empty,all my life I have lost to porn,crying in silence,heartbroken and lonely, With all of this in my life I still find solace in pornography, becoming my comfort once more.

I am a prisoner who loves he’s chains,a wild animal with no pity for itself.

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God is always the answer for anyone in this type of situation, read and meditate on his words, use it to fill the void in ur soul.

Wonderful words my friend

Yes , particularly, the person has to make a personal decision also no matter how difficult to break the stronghold with prayers as well as reading the bible.

Thanks once again for always stopping by my blog

You must stay strong. I am terribly sorry to read that this has happened to you but appreciative that within the very same post you realize that this is a problem that has it's consequences and can make a change at this moment if you read your own words and imagine it is the serpent speaking for you... That is not who you are if you do not wish to be, you have a much higher calling.

Thanks I appreciate your advice..... It is a learn for all youth