Thank you for your upvote and as always appreciate the feed back. You are right without darkness (preferably embraced) there wont be light. May be it is one of the hardest things anyone should do, embrace the "negative" and "don't" in themselves, accept that without the destructive strategies one cannot change, that sometimes you have to be acute in your actions in order to level up. People who surround you might not take it easy or get along with new you but heck, it's worth it at the end of the day.
have an amazing day!