Today I was supposed to go to a doctors appointment but since there was a very bad winter storm, all the offices are closed for the day. I was hoping the doctor would be able to prescribe me a new medication for what I believe is my true disease. I was rather nervous about what I was going to say, I really need her to understand what I am going through. I need help.
She is a regular doctor, so I am considering going back to a psychiatrist in order to really figure out what I need, but it is ridiculously expensive. I have to spend the money to get better. lucky for me I have some health savings from my job, but I do not have an income at the moment. I quit my job as I was in a very depressed state, and dealing with intense life problems. I didn't feel that I could do my duties at work.
I am hoping I can make a living from steemit. It is such a great platform, with so much potential. I am planning on investing some of my saved nickles into steem and get them to working for me. I have been saving maybe 300 dollars worth of nickles just in case there was a market crash and inflation. Nickles are a great form of investment for people with limited income, since they have real world value.
I need to call my Dad today, and my Grandmother. When I am depressed, I am very bad at keeping in contact with my family. I know they are worried about me. I also know my Dad wants to help me with my life problems right now. He is a good guy, but our relationship is somewhat strained. I find it hard to connect, I feel like I am not living up to his standards, but I know he doesn't feel that way. It is probably a fairly common father son relationship trouble.
I have spent all of the steem dollars I have promoting my most recent posts, so until I get some more invested, I will have to go on without bots for a little while. I am sure to use grumpy cat compliant bots. Such a crazy ecosystem in here. Hard to wrap my head around it, but it is amazing. Thank you for reading and have a nice day.