Failed Loves

What's worth believe at the feeling of a person even woman as all situation end fatal, maybe whole feeling be a vile lie, an passage love, always theres hope, i regard which the love is learn let go of, a simplification of our lifes, other persons think which "love" is forgive, or it stay inside of us and cannot leave us, there's many questions about love, but there's many discription of the same, the love stays inside of us... Quite true, but the love is all part of us, sorrounding the world, by the motherland, our world, our system of life, our gestures, our sensibility RATHER, in our body exists various types of dimesions which nobody's has discovered on ourself, in our brain, mind, human heat, but nobody have noticed of this further, the love go beyond espace-time, with even reincarnate with the same person by which could be you're wife, you're lover our your old love imposible, we will meet again, may which nothing get solution too eisy but in Venezuela exist one's hope alive, where the people despite of all they still have it hope for oneself, for one dear being, though that dear being have terminal cancer, they are afraid to lose their dear being then they speak jokes or remainder of the past to soothe their pain, unwind their almas, with the desiree to be free of blames "HOPE ALIVE" or "BLIND HOPE", is the same, cause it is love... But the love most harmful for the society is the sex, love erotic, ironic, no?, casual sex, anal sex, oral sex, whole is permitted, but again... what is it worth?, as the only person wanna's be with you is away of you mabsturbing mutually beetwen you guys, and they dont even know, connecting, alway, everydays, you here and she there far far away it hasn't coherence, i dont believe at the seconds chances, but each time i feel her suffering i can't stand and i ask you look for other man for you marry you and have sons, i don't regard true love for my part, i regard it as egoism, i would rather one thounsands of times she be with other which with me, but she has shown be the woman stubbornest of all my homeland, i love her, but my heart says the opposite, two united feelings, no exit, only it's necesary to go ahead same way because i already took this, otherwise i will end with her... I don't doubt it.