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in breakup •  7 years ago 

Im sorry but i dont want to continue with this relationship anymore, because time and time again you let me down and treat me in a way that is so unreasonable. I cant take this anymore so im letting go, and please dont try to get me back because this time no matter what you say or do will get me back. Moreover, i believe that you deserve someone better, in your case its someone who can understand,tolerate and ultimately accept you and your ways. I tried to be that guy but im sorry that i failed to meet your expectations. I tried my best to understand you but some of the things you say and do i just cannot accept. Again, im sorry for failing to be the right kind of guy for you but im sure you will find someone better in the future. It scars me to let you go as you were someone i once held so close to my heart but i truly believe that just because two people love eachother doesnt mean they are meant to be, in this case, us. Initially, i thought that no matter how much we fought we would be able to overcome any problem, but reality finally hit me, and through your repeated actions i realised that its impossible to stay with someone like you, and for you to say that you swear youll begin to prioritise your friends over me from now on made me realise even more of how insignifcant of a person i am to you. And the way you last minute ditched me to go pc with your friends really reflected that mistreatment/unfairness im dealing with. Or, another example is when you would rather not compromise and block this guy i told you to block for a (legitimate reason)than to keep this relationship. Or perhaps, it was when ppl called you dirty things like "blow me" or "are u moist" and for you to take everything as a joke and have no respect for both yourself and for me, thinking that ill gladly accept other guys saying those things to my gf. or when you get mad at me over the SMALLEST things like dropping a Grain of rice on your phone by ACCIDENT. All these factors thus led me to believe that im being mistreated and that this relationship doesnt hold much value to you. However, i know that there were also times where you treated me well and im not disregarding those times, but no matter how much good you do to try reconcile for your mistakes some of the things you do are just too toxic and unreasonable and im too hurt and sick of arguing with you about the same thing over and over again with no solution because you are just so unwilling to compromise and fix things. so let this be the last time i say this. I Honestly feel that there is no point fowarding, because this relo will only do us more harm than good. so again i think that its best that we go our seperate ways for now, until you realise everything ive done for you...yeah and the fact that you ALWAYS have to be right, i still find very hard to warp around my head. Also with today, i find it hard to believe you genuinely want to spend a solid day together when all we did was go around handing in ur resumes, but when it comes to ur friends u can go to the beach go here and there and do whatever they want, its just unfair and plain mistreatment to me. However, i really appreciate all the big and small things youve done for me throughout these past 11 months and the very fond memories you've created for me. So thank you. But for now id really appreciate it if you could just give me some space.

You dont need me anymore.

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