Tonight.

I am stupid broke until tomorrow. So tonight, I am trying to relax. No phone calls, just music, my food and blogging. I still hurt and BAD from yesterday. But I have to plow through it somehow... as I work tomorrow.

I just need one night away from the stress. Away from constant "need" to have my attention. If that makes sense.

It's the time of the year when I feel so full of sorrow and anger...but fuck it, let's put on a smile. :P