Guns and Roses

Good day, steemians. If ever one is filled with emotions that can actually conquer your body over the mind, would you choose the gun or the roses?

Have you experienced left behind hanging? being replaced? ignored? cheated on? lied to?
Well, i know most of us did. What do you think causes them to do that to us? is it because we cant give them everything they asked? fall out of love? trip? or is it because we are not enough?

When we are inlove, we intend to give everything, even if there's none left for us. We always make them our top priority and forget that it is ourself that we need to prioritize first. Extended our patience to its extent for us not to lose them. There are so many impossible things that we made possible in the name of love. But when time comes when all your efforts have been disregarded and your love has been thrown away. Will you pull the trigger? or give away the roses?

People wanting to leave compensate first, they shower you with flowers, and make you their world without noticing they are slowly detaching. We cant really predict what is on peoples mind, and not all people has a heart as good as yours. Pain takes over, I know pain is inevitable but at some point we plan to get even because of the what they've caused us. Anger arises and almost completely out of self contol for the eagerness to let them feel our pain. Became bitter of the things that reminds us to them, extreme agony and loneliness felt, and we became completely lost, of hope, of everything. again, will you pull the trigger? or give away the roses?

But you know what hurts most? the moment you felt betrayed by yourself for even considering talking them back despite of all. but brains are brains for reasons, but mine almost forgot but is never dumb.

i ran out of words and thoughts. anyways thanks for reading!