Women's day snuck up here, what came out was a video my dad was watching. A video with Camille Paglia! My favorite feminist! He didn't even know it was Woman's day.
A very interesting conversation. I like how Camille Paglia thinks and criticises pop culture and culture in general. That is what she is good at.
Made only a couple extra Vault 7 related collage filter images. One of those days where I'm just thinking and gathering myself. I feel as always I'm having a breakthrough! Feeling more relaxed and authentic like. Feeling the social longings again ya know. Don't have many people I want to see. Hopefully could meet some new friendly people. I tried to get out tonight even though tight with money now. Went to the local music pub for open mic night but left. I left because there was no music playing.
Kinda awkward walking into what is supposed to be open mic night but all you here is people talking in a great clamour. Bad sign. Bad news. The vibe doesn't seem right without music through the speakers. One time a few years back I went to the same pub for open mic and there was no music playing for background ambience. It was a grinding feeling sitting there. There were greased up oil field guys and some drugged out people. There was a fight that broke between them. Don't want to give any gory details. I think it was because there was no music playing honestly. That night sucked. The music vibe is so important. Without it there is only chaos there of drunk shouting. So, well walking into the place with no music again made it okay for me to save my money for this week.
I'm unable to save music programs on my computer. My screen is broken. I have monitor. I can record with Audacity. I have a tape recorder. Thinking of just recording some drum tracks with sound effects, picking up the guitar and keyboard and just start writing and playing! Get something for that open mic and beyond. I need to cheer up and meet people and express. I'm gearing up! In spirit!! It's been frustrating, it's been a slug fest this brutal culture we live in. Hard to operate or function sometimes it seems so I push ahead with determination. I'm too good to get distracted. Alright, I'm ready to fight. Be right back tomorrow with a further progression of life...life life!
