By the beginning of the 2021-22 however I have started to question why I was doing it anymore, I felt I was working so hard my enthusiasm was beginning to wain not because of the work or success but because I was getting burned out. My energy lever was getting used up, suddenly I was getting aggregation from the college than I was getting pleasure and I knew the countdown was on and I knew it was not a long term thing for me anymore. I made the decision, I fought hard though August thinking what I would do and in the middle of September I categorically decided to retire from college, I had agreed to stay till the end of the season with ICT, no contract, handshake. I didn't think it was right for me to leave, I felt I should complete the season with P, M or D which was is not important to me.
College - Decision
3 years ago by gareththomas (29)