I pity you. I don't know what's going on in your head. But obviously you have an issue anytime someone questions your authority it seems. Even if it's a joke.
I think you need to take a step back from steemit and get some therapy. Because this behavior isn't normal. You can't live your life going around calling people cucks and shit for perceived slights. Even 2 year olds aren't this triggered and they are like little Hitlers on crack.
I suggest you get some therapy, take a vacation, smoke some weed and get laid. Please get some help.
"The fire you kindle for your enemy often burns yourself more than him." -Chinese Proverb