It's likely you've been listening to your own negative thinking for decades - I'm broken. Somethings wrong with me. I need someone to be happy. I'll be happy when I have money. I'll be happy when I lose weight. I'll be happy when they appreciate me. I'll be happy when I find love. I'll be happy when I get...
You get the message. So, now that you're recognizing negative thoughts and trying to replace them with positive ones (affirmations), GIVE IT TIME. Keep practicing. Don't give up if the change isn't immediate you instant gratification junkie. Be patient - change WILL come. 
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