When I was 7 8 9 10 years old, I stated reading my parents adult books known as 'Forum' and there were quite a few as stories in there. The ones that really floated my boat were the stories with a cuckoldry tone or ones that were inter-generational, between younger guy and older women .
But before all of that I had a sister showing me a paperback novel. Quite thick with pages. Periodically spread throughout the paperback were some black and white pictures of a thick matted hairy vagina's , of a woman in all sorts of sexual portions. Delicious for curious young eyes.
My sister was always just my sisters and I was one of those brothers who would prank his siblings. Nothing sexual .
From a early age I always had a tonne of energy and a very very light sleeper. Still am today, which suits me because I enjoy the early hour quiet of my morning before I have to get up to entertain the day
Around about 3 or 4 yrs of age I had these reoccurring dreams, two different reoccurring dreams that left me unnerved and that stayed with me for some years and then popped into my sleep periodically as I grew into my teens and twenties. Later on not so much as dreams but more as a contemplative thought.
The first was me in my primary age of 6 yrs old, at school and doing 100 m track and field sprint, whereby, no matter how hard I tried with dogged determination, which I could feel through my sleep, I would not make any gains on where I was situated during the sprint, as the others flew pass me, yet I could feel I was trying the hardest of anyone.
The second reoccurring dream was again related to school at the same age where by my school female teacher would take me by the collar and hang me up, by the back of my collar, on one of the coat hangers in the cloak room, where all the bags and coats were hanging.
I have since come to realise what both of these reoccurring and very frustrating dreams meant for me and I am a lot more tolerant of their prophecy for my current life.
I was addicted to reading the stories in Forum and Penthouse and was getting my hands on them however I could by the time I was in my early teens at middle school. I would even go to book stores and steal them I was that caught up in them. The female anatomy was a thing of sheer joy and glory. I am pleased to say I made it through and turn out heterosexual because I can not think of anything more divine or devouring.
Oepidus Complex and sniffing her panties.............coming up
Oedipus Complex and Sniffing her Panties...
Ok I am going to rush through this, so that you are not waiting long for me to get to the meat and potatoes of why I want to concentrate on this topic, for me
When I 9 yrs old, I always remember rushing home and wanting to hang out with my mother. I was drawn to her and she was fond on me in a mother to son way. I was also her favourite. Never was their any hint of sex.
Although I had seen her undressed and naked, seeing her hairy vagina and I would often wonder about her pussy when sniffing her panties, masturbating and reading Forum or Penthouse.
by the time I was 13 yrs old, I was sourcing more and more stories with a cuckold theme to them.
It was then that I discovered Escort. A British paper back magazine with amateur pictures of wives. Stories of amateur wives caught cheating and how the husbands became frozen in time as a cacophony of emotions coursed through them.
Like the husbands I too, was hooked. and could only image what that may be like, to catch your wife having heavy unadultered sex with a amply hung stud male - it literally fried my mind. Sizzled it and ultimately gave me many, many mind blowing orgasms.
It became my heroin for sex and I have been chasing the silver dragon ever since.
Many of the stories were of husbands who harboured the fantasy of their wives with other men and instigating the lifestyle. However my favourite were of the wives who were reluctant at first but later on took the bull by the horn and thus began a female lead relationship, with both couple happier than ever before.
My ultimate favourites were the ones where the wives had cheated and showed no concern whether the husband was going to put up with it or divorce. The out come would be the wife continually cuckolding her husband over and over and over and as the nights turned to weeks, months and years the husbands couldn't believe that at one point they were upset at firs,t because they have come to love it.
For me those the initiation of the husbands was what was best for me..
Next well be me entering my first cuckold relationship
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