Dear Diary: My Bathroom Renovation Expectations Are Not Met Today

It seems that my expectations in my bathroom renovation was not met because my parents insisted to finish the job and let the workers stop their work today just to save some money considering I was the one paying. So my father will be doing the painting which I would expect to not really make a good result because simply he is not a painter.

He will also be the one to be installing my newly bought bathroom accessories so I would have to cross my fingers on that issue because a botched job means a crooked balance on leveling the said accessories. I get crazy when I see unbalanced things in my environment.

This is just a part of my life, having others get to affect my decisions and what I would like to achieve in my life and in fact my mother is also the one opposing on my health goals and they just want me to be like this until I die like the other patients in the dialysis not thinking about that the risks I want would not be outweighing the benefits because I am already accepting the inevitable.

Oh well I will just accept how things come to be in my life but I am firm on what I would like to achieve in my life and my struggle is still on until I get at least a few if not all I want for my health which is the number one of my concerns.