Dear @Dayleeo // 12th November 2k18 // new week, fresh days, fresh eyes. lemon water.

I woke up and knew what I needed, I needed fresh ancient waters. I stuck my head out and analysed the air like a bee looking for a flower to bed down into and get covered in my own pollen — I needed lemon water and I needed it stat, I needed to be able just drink a bunch of it and completely reboot my body removing toxins in the process.

Coffee is soon but not until I’ve had three glasses of water, it’s not a hard and fast rule but with the current heating situation it’s the best replacement for having the liquid sucked out of me each night, roll on oil heater upgrades, especially the lower power ones, has to be eco ones these days with integrated thermometers and stuff.

I really digged your post this morning, I was reading it on partiko — maybe I’m just new to the party but this version I’m using now seems fast and rock solid, some nice features and I know they have a messaging element out on android that they are gonna deploy I presume on iOS at some point too — it’s certainly a blockchain land grab for audience right now which is good because it keeps people interested here on the blockchain.

Yeah, it’s weird you know but I love the idea of optimising, it’s like an obsession, I deep dived into the nested objects and placeholder stuff and i absolutely love it, it’s so good, I mean it just makes things so much easier, one thing I really like is the ability to remember your styles, so for instance if I gunlock something and the gunlock is off (say I forgot to do my settings properly, light changes, weirdness)

I can go in there and I can change the settings and then update the profile that I use on that placeholder, I can even give them different names so for different situations (day/night) depending how the light is effecting the green screen — just one little hack that saves so much time.

different kinds of levels of learning

Absolutely, people are at different stages in learning, heck I don’t expect people to even learn that much from me, I just want to motivate them to think it’s possible to even start ‘if this guy can do it etc’ — that’s enough, I’m just playing and I love to play, if something excites me I wanna share that, I know people sometimes need the process to product an outcome or a result but I’m happy just to take part! :)

But yes, your right, I don’t give a dam about recognition, it’s very the ego and the vanity life, we can be so much more than that, it’s too ‘cosmetic’ maybe if I was twenty again, full of ‘piss and vinegar’ as someone I used to know said then maybe I would like to fluff up the ego, feel like I’m in some way important on this space rock, but really I’m not, and that’s ok — I know who i am inside and I’m confident and comfortable with the skin that surrounds me, I have major flaws, sure, but I’m most certainly me.

Think that’s why I like ‘feeding’ the chain so much, I mean I could do it all alone and have it all on my computer and just be like ‘yay’ excited to myself that learned or made something, but most of the time it’s to keep the grey matter going — does my mum want to ENGAGE with people on her facebook feed, no, but does she want to lurk and see what makes people tick and ultimately maybe be made to laugh, smile, consider — it’s the time period that the maker should always be congratulating the viewer for, the fact they used their time to spend time with you — so you have to ask yourself why would they do that? Curiosity, intrigue?

I’ll never stop making things, because they are just too many things in the world that are worth playing with, I freaking love what the opportunity of the human being is on this planet even if the world around us appears to be crumbling I’ll still be trying to build the bridge over to the next island that seems a little bit more ‘anti-grav’ capable.

big energy reset

Yeah I can understand that, that makes a lot of sense actually especially because you’ve just had all your @paperwork back to you — that’s bound to take it out of you when you got a result (maybe you did not expect) and what with all the chaos energy of @transition energy from grandma’s move and such like, I get it, just be kind to yourself, keep to you prep program and you’ll be able to start next year fresh — just keep focusing on being in bed with lovely fluffy eggs and cuddles, you’ll be set! :)

Maybe it’s an idea while you and your dad are talking to have him just cast his eye over the paper work too and make sure it’s all good — like you tell me at times not to ‘just take it on myself’ to share the burden a little bit, maybe he can just cast over it and reflect on the main points, I’m afraid US health stuff is not something I’m very up on, I don’t know how our system works let alone yours!

Ok, I think I’m done at this point, it’s just turned 9am and I’m about to shake things up for the morning, I did not get what I wanted to get done yesterday for the client so that’s what I’m going in on this morning because it’s dollars and cents and then I’ll be back to the blockchain just before roll over I guess.

Wake up slowly today, big stretch, plenty of lemon water, write down five things on the list and do them first before you get into anything on the computer, if they require the computer don’t get distracted do that first five things then step back, do yoga and rinse and repeat.

big hugs to a girl I can’t wait to see soon.

I’ll speak to you shortly.
Lots of love and hugs and stuff,

Da Mouser,
T E A M H U M B L E