Dear @Dayleeo // 22nd May 2k18 // foggy start to the day today, but will recover it.

Maybe I had dodgy sleep last night because of the new place and the bed being absolutely terrible and lumpy. i wish I had a van right now because I’d be out hunting for fucking pallets today to do something about it — stack em and put a mattress on top of it and be done with it! — anything would be better than what I have now, have to get better sleeps!

I know you have an intense day today but I know you will crush it. Don’t concentrate on the pain, think about the outcome, try and retreat inside ya mind and let them do their job which they have trained to do — you’ll be done and dusted in a fraction of the time of your day, remember they have lots of other people they will be doing similar things for.

Rest of the day you can down tools, take time out to comfort yaself, do the things you enjoy to do to relax, in a few days time you’ll start to feel ok again and that root canal will start to be a thing of the past and at least you would have got it sorted out — remember when you had all that pain, that’s about to lift and you’ll be repaired again! Yay :)

I’ve had two cups of coffee today and I’m still struggling to get going today, I’m not sure what that is, maybe I did not get very good REM sleep — either way, I think today is gonna be a stepping through day and like you said, I’ve got time — that’s one thing I have, I can roll things out at the pace I set myself, I don’t have to sprint into it.

I’m glad we had a chat too last night, I’ve been in a bit of a funk this last few weeks or so, maybe it’s because I lost some of the momentum, fell off the wagon a little bit with my clarity and focus — I think may really came in hard and derailed me with the additional energies around of people having holidays and such like, it’s a time I should be crushing but the world is distracting me with it’s events, moving the van and logistics for car and rent.

I’m obviously down about not being able to just upsticks and jump on a plane and GTFO from here right now but I have to be sensible about it, not just hope that things will be ok but have everything planned out, this is still very much an adjustment period for me and I have to respect that instead of wanting to do everything all at once — that outcome never turns out right no matter how much it would be great to see you.

Like you said, we have time. We have always had time.

Waiting on the amazon to deliver some new cheap shorts today to deal with this weather for the next few weeks and to pick up the remaining bits for ellas stuff — thanks for like making me realise that taking the presents into town/school was a stupid idea, you are totally right and yes it will extend the surprise and I can even stream that to you as she unpacks it on camera!

She will love that :)

It’s great that your starting to have a few other ‘residuals’ trickle back in love what with the snow fox stuff and the doggos. Certainly feels a lot more focused and constructed compared to where we were a year ago. I know we have adapted a lot and we are making moves in the right direction — we have to get some of that @paperwork going as well you know because this time could be the time when we are waiting for that to come you know?

I guess we need the funds in the fund to be able to apply first right? just sent 10 sbd there and put in our savings, bit by bit eh? :) kinda love that, I’m gonna look into using vessel to distribute some funds each week from my power downs to those accounts as well — I’ll make a video about it :)

Just set it up that every week that 4% per account (x4) is sent from my weekly power down to those four accounts — that way we will see ‘activity’ and it will motivate us to look at our ‘resources’ and add and subtract instead of them just sitting there.

We should think about recording a video for each one of those accounts as a post when I come over, we should do something epic for each one but do them in a similar style, I really like the Wistia videos how they work so maybe we should approach like a mashup between that and the discord vibe of things? :)

Anyway, it’s obvious that the second coffee is kicking in now because my brain is starting to race like it always does — logistics mode activated! :)

Ok, I know you went off back to sleep so hopefully when you wake you will read this — I’m really proud of you for getting stuff moving, you turn up everyday and just get cracking. Go you.. . xx

I’ll speak to you shortly.
Lots of love and hugs and stuff,

(Remember, we are lucky)

Da Mouser,
T E A M H U M B L E