Dear Self
You smile even when you're sad
You laugh, but I saw you're in pain
You clap even its had for you rejoicing
You raise up your thumb, but I know you're not okay.
It's your usual self to play,
Hide and seek, your favorite
Hiding the pain but seeking for happiness.
Absolutely, you're a mess
You carry you're bag like you're not small
But you're not big to carry a burden too
Knowledge and learning is what you want
But here you are no lead and yearning for nothing.
You're here because it's your choice
Not you're parents neither your friend
You put yourself in a cliff
Not realizing you're starting to fall
You thought it's unfair so you look above
Not knowing there were people under waiting for you
Your family were cheering, your friends were supporting
Believing that you can and you will succeed.
I know you're tired so you can rest
Not too short that you can't think at your best
Nor too long because there's waiting,
The people whose besides you through your ups and down
Your family waiting for your cup and gown
Your friends for your treat
Your relatives for your job
Your self for your success
And He for his plan
Dear self, I know you're thankful
Not only for the blessings you have
But also for still standing and fighting
Trusting that what you started
You will surely finish it.