Breakdown...

Have you heard? About classroom calamity, I mean the cause of breakdown, trust and dependence. A sort of dense atmosphere emerges. Everything seems dull, gray and dark. A gloomy and ghastly presence takes over. Everybody seems to stare at each other as if they are some sort of disgrace! Have you ever thought? Your change might arouse suspicion among people, doubt may arise. Hate and conflict develops. Till eternal devastation is reached!

Deep feelings. Deep hard feelings. Don't let yourself indulge in that. You will have nowhere else to go! You will be all alone! No friends to back you up when you need them the most! With no support you will only plunge into utter darkness... Sad to know, your life is nothing but a waste. Your effort, your hard work, your determination, all seems pointless. Would you be able to live with yourself? Even if you manage to pull off something like a trusty myrmidon you still will be betrayed at some point. That moment will sting you the most… And then Breakdown! Desperate! Yet no help arrives… Asking, waiting, begging yet no improvement in the condition… You feel wasted. You feel eager. You yearn as your situation turns dire and your ache keeps growing pessimistic along with your longing for something to happen. But Then… You realize you just can’t live to your fullest any longer.

The never ending life gets boring. Everything seems to be passing by quick. Quicker. Quickest. You feel stuck in time motionless… Here they are now and there they go. You feel left behind in eternal darkness. Till suicide becomes an option! You hesitate, then you resist. You start to have second thoughts. You don’t seem to be yourself, and you don’t seem to get over it. After which at a point you start doubting yourself. And very soon you let go and decide life is just not worth it! Not worth living anymore… And then when you reach the final stage – Suicide! The fear of death overwhelms you throughout your veins. You are in a state of confusion and chaos. You don’t know what to do! Your instincts tell you not to do it, whereas at the same time your conscious urges you to do it. You are so close and yet you are so far. You just can’t take it anymore – the distress! You mentally slip and do it… Death is inevitable.