Have you ever been to a very stressful situation, wherein you can't decide on your own because there's a plan.
But that plan is way too far from me.
I decided to resign in my work recently. Well, not recently like super recent. It's like 3 months ago. Now, I'm staying in our house thinking nothing, doing nothing. Though I have business, it's a small business. But working in a corporate world is very different.
Going back, that plan is working abroad. But, I'm a little bit confused since I don't know when I'll be leaving here. I tried to apply locally for the mean time but it seems that I never passed any of it. That's why it's very stressful and at the same time frustrating on my part since I'm not this type of person who always fail. Well maybe it's not just my day. Though I always feel the rejection by the way. (Ouch!)
Upon observing myself. The reason why I always fail maybe because my perception or my thinking is working somewhere. I know this is sounds crazy. But yes, it's true. Law of Attraction I guess.
But now that I don't have work, I really wanted to work. Millenials are very way different than before. Maybe I'm stressing myself over this.
It's like on this image, there are lots of arrows. You don't know where to go. You can't decide which one you choose. Which way is going to be better. Is it the left or the right? or is it the first, second, third, fourth or fifth?
You choose.