Express about my feelings

The more i try to focus my work The harder i feel it !
Do you know why it happen ?
You keep telling me always you love me
But i feel you’re not mine !
I Expect you to wait on me, But you don’t !
I keep thinking How you’re living there
So what am I gonna to do?
This time I can’t tie you to be with me
I let you free
It won’t even matter to me What you doing there
How you are there
Where you’re going
Cause I let you free
I won’t even care you again
This is what happens evertime when you love someone deeply When you love so much
I don't let others to touch my heart again !