Dear Diary: I Hope To Get A Better Dialysis Session Today

in dialysis •  7 years ago 

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My days for me currently is so hard. I am weakened by extra fluids in my body and my dry weight was changed from 32 to almost 37 and that additional weight is taking a toll on my body and heart. I know that it is not worth to live at some point but at least while I am alive I must feel good with my well being.

But troubles in my breathing, extra fluids, blood pressure crashing, and loss of appetite makes my life not good to live with. And with a well-being close to hell-like situation is really something to cry about. But my tears are already drained for my condition I am now numbed by pain and just wanted aa relief.

Now I just wanted a peritoneal dialysis so that I won't leave my home anymore or I just can be as mobile as I can by not being so limited and hooked with my dialysis center as it is not that easy to switch centers too. Peritoneal dialysis cleans my blood in a daily basis as opposed to that from hemodialysis where changes in the body chemistry is abrupt to blood pressure drops.

I am tied to my hands for the things that I want aren't getting a possibility but I must try to strive more so that I can at least live my life as comfortable as I can do it for myself because things are not what they used to be for me before.

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i am glad to know that,you get a better diaylis session today...i pray to god your all dream very soon may be success and you quickly come back of your bad situation...best of luck... take care yourself. dear..friend...@cryptopie

hello friend, I hope that today is better than yesterday, that you have many blessings from God, that you can enjoy the company of your family that is with you at every moment giving the best so that you feel more comfortable , happy day and encourage friend, that God is by your side.

Today the results will be excellent. God is with you ... Greetings.

@cryptopie I only wish that in spite of the difficulties you are still a giant. Always in my prayers. An affectionate hug

Hello! My best wishes and that this dialysis is more bearable and with excellent results. Force and faith!

I thought you'd gotten the peritoneal dialysis machine already. I wish you could get it so you don't feel so much pain and discomfort everyday.

My prayers are with you.

I wonder who you can approach about PD? If you are able to do it, I say go for it!

Praying for little buddy. Am I correct in reading your weight is 37 lbs. or is that KGs ??

Anyway, keep strong and We are here for you, man !!

Hopefully, you will get a better session today!

I think you are not so well. Be careful about your body. Always try to obey doctor. Hope you will be ok.

One day! You will be the dream mN. You will be hale and healthy wihout having to worry avout health issues....i see thT day coming soon. Keep living .wish you beat of dialysis result.

But troubles in my breathing, extra fluids, blood pressure crashing, and loss of appetite makes my life not good to live with. And with a well-being close to hell-like situation is really something to cry about. But my tears are already drained for my condition I am now numbed by pain and just wanted aa relief.

Bro never think it finish just trust in the Lord for a better one, you gonna be fine for us here.

Oh.....
Hopefull.............

I think you feel better today.........

Hello @cryptopie are example of courage that despite your condition these clinging to life and hopeful to pursue you by your media. Thank you for sharing your story I'm sure you're breath for those in health conditions optimum feel that life don't have sense. I write these letters and get excited to know there are angels on Earth as in heaven and you are one of them God bless you brother and help you to improve your health and quality of life. Hugs, greetings life is always beautiful thank you for reminding us of it every day with your publications
Hola @cryptopie eres ejemplo de valentía ya que a pesar de tu condición estas aferrado a vivir y esperanzado de volver a valerte por tus medios. Gracias por compartir tu historia estoy seguro que eres aliento para quienes en condiciones de salud optimas sienten que la vida no tienes sentido. Escribo estas letras y me emociono por saber que existen ángeles en la tierra como en el cielo y tu eres uno de ellos Dios te bendiga hermano y te ayude a mejorar Tu salud y calidad de vida. Un abrazo, saludos la vida es bella gracias siempre por recordárnoslo cada día con tus publicaciones