An Introduction

My name is D. M. Hutchins 2nd, and I am not entirely certain as to how I might explain and introduce myself, other than to say that any explanation I could offer would only be as true as the given moment, both the prior and the next requiring equally unique explanations of themselves. Mutation and conscious evolution seems to be an intellectual and spiritual constant within my nature and essence, for which I have yet to discovered a wholly appropriate form. And neither has seeking one out been my primary objective during a life filled with enduring the consequences of being so utterly toxic to the forms and ideals of those whose essence is muted by dogma, and whose potential is thus crippled by fabricated conventions. Having observed the atomized nature of human populations, I can only recognize myself as a form of alchemical radiation.

Initially, I spent near the entirety of my youth involved in all manner of abusive homes, street drug abuse, gang activities, and crime both organize and independent. I partook in satanic philosophy, praxis, and evangelism, believing these to solve or perhaps answer my confusion, anger, and hatred of the pseudo-Christian family, and pseudo-democratic society, which had so abused and offended me. The abusive environments and street drug abuse slowly evaporated as I passed into my twenties, and as I regained and formed an independent mind, the criminal and heterodoxical elements of my experience came to take on rather different roles in my life. I discovered a certain attention, or insight, which others lacked, and which lead me to pursue a deeper understanding of the many nuances of political and religious propaganda, social indoctrination, mass entheogenic deprivation, and a genuine recognition of humanities actual enemy, rather than the fear mongering which those politicians and priest would sell the masses. Such awareness was not at all compatible with the lifestyle I then lived, such that during the passing of years I slowly removed myself from certain behaviors and associations, conveniently outliving several, and narrowly escaping my own death, or lengthy prison sentence.

Eventually, it became evident to me that satanism and the dark occult had remained to be a part of my life, well into adulthood, despite having put off the more childish elements of my prior circumstantial reactionism, such that resentment, escapism, and social dependencies, were eventually abandoned. I endured and recovered from a pesudo-Christian insight-role lacking in all astrotheological insight, and then continued roaming the Northern and Southern Carolinas of the Eastern United States for several years, as well as entering several international internet forums, again engaging Satanic and Luciferian organizations, penning and collaborating a number of publications under various pseudonyms unto my early thirties. Publicly I am known to have worked with The Order of Nine Angles, using my actual name, for more than eight years having studied, applied, and incorporated David Myatt's work into what were my own satanic and occult agendas, and in similar fashion infused my own ideals and alterations into the Order of Nine Angles and the Temple of The Black Light Current 218, as well as being published in and on the e-zines and internet radio shows of The Temple of THEM, The Oozz, Poison Apple Magazine/Radio, Into The Fire, and so on, during which time I and my fellows were known as either "Nexion Nine Thirteen (N913)" or Concomitant Dissidence (an NS straight-edge group). Rather than being ashamed of my past beliefs or works I choose to embrace it, and provide it as an example, a foundation upon which to embrace Natural Law and the Great Work, because we who have been rooted in satanism the occult are the best equipped to expose and 'de-occult' that information, and thereby empower humanity.

Currently, I am nearing thirty seven years of age, and for some time now having been driven to exceed my past, overcome indoctrination, the dark occult, and expose satanism (no matter how socially acceptable its multiple names), I have devoted myself to what is not so commonly known as The Great Work as an Agent of Natural Law. It is evident to me now that certain understandings perhaps endure many stages of personal evolution, themselves expressions of maturation, and the passing through stages, which is not that experience our wishful, hopeful, and youthful selves, would expect it to be, as several years into pomp and certainty, one may find themselves welled up with tears, fist clinched, bewildered at having taken but the smallest step, having studied for years only to arrive upon perplexity, though I have now discovered both the pain and the power to say that I was wrong...

Those former notions which I have offered, I have decided to rework, as I myself have been reworked, in terms of being rethought, reexamined, and pondered in grater and more honest depth, without the limitations of pompousness, egoism, scientism, and fear, which I had allowed to govern me, such that I did pursue abstraction. In the words of Mark Passio, “I am no longer an occultist, I am a de-occultist”, advocating and sharing Truth, rather than hiding or weaponizing it. My interest have come to include Hermeticism, Gnosticism, Perennialism, and The Interference Theory of Human Origins, and such may be reflected in my writing. My presence on Wordpress relates only to publishing my articles, sharing my study materials, and reaching out to the community in order to gather the individuals and funding required so as to operate upon the plane of causation and thus manifest my goals and work upon ever greater scales, for the remainder of this incarnation, serving truth and nobility. I am not one to conduct trivial relationships, I am not impressed with pompous self attributed titles, and I have no social agenda other than that which leads to our mutual alchemical and conscious evolution, and the waging of physical and spiritual war against those who oppose freedom, Period.

As For The Future my ultimate goal is to become a “Travel-Caster” (Traveling Podcaster) in the style of a citizen-journalist reporter (possibly a team) producing blogs, videos, and live-feeds, from around the United States and possibly Canada and Mexico, interviewing whistleblowers, Activist, and attendees at conventions, lectures, and concerts, focused specifically upon the activities and ambitions of the overall Freedom Movement, Hermetic philosophy and praxis, and Alchemical issues of all kinds, bringing their information, and more importantly their live-spirit, to those unable to attend, or who wouldn’t be otherwise exposed to such information in the first place.

• D. M. Hutchins 2nd