Been listening to a lot of george carlin currently

Don always would tell me that george carlin "Knew".

He was there at the CC, sometimes they would swap over from standing in the middle of the dirt talking because they would have him stood there for hours in front of the worlds elite Elite and just talk and talk til he ran out of shit to talk about.

Don said he had a fixation with sayings. Always george would use sayings to bolster his comedy.

Its clear from especially his later shows that his disdain for the wealthy of the world was growing, I guess he was just getting bitterer and bitterer about how his life and the CC aspect were just grating on his mind the closer he got to death, he would have to talk to people audiences of people he knew were nearly completely unaware of all the BS he'd seen and knew about for probably most of his life.

Each of his shows the closer to his death got more and more truthful rather than comedic.

Because you live a life trying to make people laugh and then you find out that life really is just a joke created by the upper echelons of society which includes body snatching aliens who promote the collective delusion of humanity in order to control and consume humans basically without their awareness.

George Knew about the shit, of course he knew, and he decided, almost out of necessity, to become detached from society and the world, he chose to become as he put it "Just an observer" yet he spent most of the last decades of his life trying to expose the absurdity of our reality to the general people.

This is a man who desperately wanted things to change yet became so utterly disheartened and disfranchised with this life and its immeasurable bullshit that he chose to become just a spectator, because life was too hard to live subjectively he switched and was probably indoctrinated slowly into becoming this impassioned yet dispassionate Objective spectator of reality, a mentality that can allow him to make attempts to expose yet also distancing himself from this inherent need to try to help people see better than they did.

I know this feeling.. I just I know it.

so.. That...

Thats a thing.

And its sad but it comes ultimately down to a test of strength, george got braver and braver the older he got cuz the older he got the less concerned his got he was gonna die anyway soon just reached 70.

Having grown up on george carlin and such, I feel like i am already like That at only 28.

But I would like Not to be.

I'd really like Not to be, but reality seems to be forcing me to do this.

So... fuk.

I don't believe in being dispassionate to the plight of humanity but I am completely frightened at the prospect of becoming like george carlin indulging in faux nihilistic bullshit because there "Just wasn't any way".
I hope i canstill remain caring til the day I die because I think if I stop caring before I die I may as well already be dead.

That, is the real undead kind of human I worry about, chipheads and vril drones aside.

Apathy towards humanity as a means of survival is what is killing humanity.

We must not ever stop caring.
I mustn't ever stop caring.

FUCK that satanic Nihilistic fucking new age detachment Bullshit. Its the same old shit.

And george carlin was one who fell victim to it.

Its just one of the stupid mental games all these demonic fuckers try to make you play. To keep you in line.