Im very sorry for the drawing. We do all have our own kind of hobby.
This is the side of me whenever Im sad I draw things like this but whenever Im happy I also draw happy things like fan arts but I don't have drawing pencils so I only draw with HB Pencil, Black Ballpoint pen, Red Ballpoint pen and Bluepoint pen
But I'm only processing my drawings step by step. Someday I'm gonna draw even better ones like real faces. Someday I'll reach it.