Ever wish that you could inspire the minds to see the ways that you see? The vision that you are inspired by or the dream you ever wished to imagine, invent or create? Bless what your eyes envision for a world to be, and create time to manifest that desire and make it come to life. Bless your reality with good natural joys to be uplifted by and bless your minds to see the creativity in all that is beautiful in the world – hidden from mankind. Bless those hearts that feel how you feel, and bless those ears that hear how you hear things.
People have not heard the cries that you hear, or felt the pain shed on the dawning of another night swollen in a blunt ache of pain of all the worlds’ loves that have traded true love for lust and life for the grave. And humanity is in danger of itself when the truest danger lies within our own abilities to thrive and to live and let live. It’s sad to see the world the ways that it is and it is hard to fight when all you feel is the anxiety built up from many years of strategic planning based on what the elite wanted for you to be feeling. You wanted your world to feel free and to feel peace with whatever joy that you wished to feel and not have it taken away from you, but at the end of the days, months and years – all that I've come across are people that wish to steal away that joy and take the heart of you away from you before ever manifesting anything into creation of your world.
You don’t have to feel those feelings… You don’t have to let this world leak their agenda and their own feelings that they want to create in the world. These people want war, it’s what they are willing to do, and will do… they kill people by using other people to kill more people. And this is not the idea that you would ever have in mind when it comes to war, but world war 3 in my eyes, is a war for your soul. It is a war for your mind. It is a war for what you can do or can’t do, and it is a huge war on family and traditional values. It's a war on your ability to live and let live – or get to experience the true joy of being truly free – to do whatever you want – or to become whatever you first wished you could become, and to be able to to that very thing – and be inspired by the world to do so, and to be helped along that journey. But, nothing of this world actually does harness that journey. And, before you know it – that dream can be tore apart right before your very eyes and make your heart feel just as sore as it can be without exploding – and no one can see the things that are within you, for the things that you are left without – they deem you as the world see's you, as unfit, or unsafe to live and be free.
They don't allow a people to be free – they don't so much as employ a free people unless a free people are a part of their agendas and it makes the people sick, and gets the people all sorts of confused. Right out of high school taught as though you are going to have the tools you need to make it, while they aren't showing you how you've been played into the hands of the state and into the hands of their trickery that gets some people to be made sure they are down while their friends and their families get a safe way to get home and be protected in their virtues – even if their virtues are shit. I for one am not having it – when I want to bless people's lives and build businesses of entrepreneurship and friendships, while there are people that are literally stopping people from being able to rise. Either through meta data or just being unwittingly placed on a list that tells these people that they can do whatever they want with you because you're willingly going to accept the facts that these people are willing to sabotage your reality – and in your joy's place comes a whole lot of pain and utter sadness. It tells these kids that there isn't anything left to be hopeful for and without a solid foundation – I can see why we have more crime in the streets from kids when they aren't being given a chance to have a real reality where these things aren't happening and aren't tarnishing our user experience for say when it comes to these things that are happening today – as if there is some plot or ploy to take America down and to take apart the system that works where all people can get the chance to be heard. But, here in America – you have a chance to be heard – and there is almost more of a chance that you'll be stopped somehow from trying, and even that some could even be murdered while struggling for their dreams.
It's not that the people should have had enough of this abuse but that these people running the show should be swearing to all the red flags within their business that allow for people to let these things happen. Doesn't anyone else feel like I do – that somewhere – they should be able to sue their government for neglecting to serve you, or to help you keep your rights? Doesn't anyone else feel as though they should have the right to be heard? And, why do I feel that most of you DO feel these things and are just too afraid to admit it? Why is that? Why do I feel that most of you are mad as ever and just not willing to speak it and/or get mad about it? I want to know what happened in America – when it's as if these technologies sucked the balls out of people and the bellies right out of their souls – I mean, aren't you hungry for more? Aren't you hungry for more – for the people? For your families? For yourselves? Aren't you hungry?
I can feel a belly grieving from miles away, and I can KNOW that in my belly as hungry as IT is that someone else is feeling the same ways. I can just KNOW it, and I don't have to operate under some disguise that these peoples bellies are being taken care of while mine isn't. It's not like that. It's more like people are starving for answers out here and looking for the truth when this world doesn't have any truth. This world doesn't have Christ. And, just because you couldn't take up the cross yourselves doesn't mean that I or half of this world hasn't taken up the cross ever in their lives – only to find that it's just that much more abuse that's coming with the kinds of people that are willing to throw it. It's hate, and it's neglect and it's neglecting the fact that we were human first – raised by families and people in our communities that loved one another or at least pretended well enough to make it feel good enough for other people growing up, but – sadly – I don't think anyone cares about the people growing up. I don't think people care about much!
But, you know what? I CARE!
I care to bless those eyes that cannot see. I care to bless those minds that are having trouble thinking. I care to bless those hearts that are having trouble beating. I care to bless those eyes to see the beauty that your world is replacing. I want to bless those troubles that you're all feeling and I want to be able to do those things with all my might. I want not one fucking thing on thing God forsaken planet anymore, because it's all been tarnished for lack of better words. It's all been diminished and crumbling right before our very eyes since the day we were born and that money that we've been getting has been the Devil's thing for years. There isn't anything going to change, unless we are willing to make a change, and in that my friend – I've made – you've made – and we've all made.
We've all been making sacrifices that other people won't attest to, or see to, and we've all been going through things in such a way where our friends and families are diminishing further and faster then ever before and it's all being done by lack of monies, and the kind that lacks your abilities to make ends meet. We've all been lacking the love for our families and friends and our neighbors and communities, because no one see's it in themselves to care – feeling as though they are caring alone and not along with the rest of their world – they are being left discarded.
I for one am not going to let what blessed my heart to live the kind of suffocation that some of you are willing to let yourselves be subject to. And first of all, I'm not a subject – I'm a human being, and I've got some passions dammit, that you're going to find yourselves within one way or another – because God willing – I'm going to enfranchise your life one way or a motherfucking other, because I'm sick and tired of people who are willing to let your lives become so riddled with abuses that you don't know who to sue first or what you should do, and I'm scared that every 2 seconds someone is killing themselves or thinking about suicide because of these things that are constantly riddling them into inactivity and into a mental fear of bliss. Just turn on your television and watch a lot of people get representation – but you just sit there and watch these other people get lives while you sit there and inwardly suffer inside, and inwardly suffocate inside. You should know that you're worth more and that you shouldn't have been ever made to suffer the ways that you feel your world is; and you're probably right. So let's not stop working together to try and change that, and change the fact that people screaming to be heard keep getting the doors slammed in their faces when looking for one soul on this planet to revere them. For God's sake, would you shut that door? Don't you ever think that you're fucking shutting that door on your fucking selves? Don't you ever think that by shutting out ONE that you're shutting out the entire WORLD by just shutting out that ONE?
I swear, I believe that people are worth a lot – and you can see what makes people tick usually if you pay close enough attention, but as of lately, all I've been noticing is how lost people all are, and how confused that this world is allowing for people to become.
Riddle me this: You get rid of God, and you can't understand love? What are you really ridding yourselves of? Gain this entire motherfucking thing, and whatever else is in this world and you don't have LOVE, and you don't know GOD. What have you got? Just what have you got?
You got no balls, like the rest of these people who are trying to make up your laws. Your laws are all bull shit, because the only love that's been lost – is the law of love. This worlds laws know no love. This laws know no such thing. This world is devoid of love, and everything else is lost in between. You've got no balls!
Trying to take away that man's own breast to feed, with what's in their hearts. And, you want to shut that heart down. Shame on this world for making a mockery out of these kids hearts and stealing their future's away. You can go ahead and think you're free, but fear and be leery when these governments get involved because it's not like they are going to help you to your dreams unless you're willing to be like they are. And, if you're not, you're going to have to fight and fight hard just to speak for that dream, to pray for that dream, or wish for that dream... you're going to have to pray harder everyday, because these people want to stop you from even beginning that prayer. Because this world can't handle your prayers. This world can't handle your hearts. This world couldn't fuck with your dreams – if you were a truly free people – this world couldn't have fucked with taking that dream away, like I feel it has.
I'm trying to find a way to come back 50 times stronger, but it's just that they want to fold you 100 different ways and with 100 different things – so that you can't get up, and that you're constantly left with struggle. Well, thanks for taking away EVERYTHING that I worked on for the last 35 years, but you want me to thank you? THANK YOU SO MUCH! Thank you SO MUCH, for keeping Me safe in America. I feel so at home here! Isn't it just amazing?
I get stuck in prayers that make me want to puke. Then, I can't sleep because I'm feeling every emotional drought within the human body as I feel one could feel with a potential world running games over humanity as if it isn't running a parade on peoples dignities.