If only I knew that the blessing and peace I have been searching for was what I left behind, then I would have thought twice before leaving.
It was only when I left that I realized that the mountain I have been climbing was just sand, it was only then I realized that the ground only gets wet when it is being wattered.
If only I had watered the ground properly, it would have been easier for me to walk on , but now I have left what I had going well for me behind and I have to look for an alternative to solve my problems.
The issue now is that, I have burned the bridge that leads to this path so that I will never be able to look back,and now that I wish to go back there is no path that leads home anymore.
The experience I feel here is a very terrible one, I really want to go home, but the paths have been burnt, what can I do now because I am really confused.