Gone through the adventures of winter hazards to bring the family to gather. Even my oldest friend from elementary wished me Happy Xmas! I will actually be able to see him on the 29th. It's been quite a few years. So watching some t.v. For me it is a bit of research. Getting back to my cyberpunk roots. Watching Black Mirror on netflix. It's scifi dystopian future short stories. Have only seen a few so far. For me being into cryptocurrency is a cyberpunk think, same as steemit. I'm getting to mix reality and fantasy into the next project 6.59Prime Excepted.
I like the cyberpunk band The Prodigy. And with Black Mirror it is a British show which makes it interesting. Not so much American Cheese. I got a hold of my brother and will see him next february . He will stay a few days at our place. He is a good musician too. He plays guitar and keyboard. Hopefully can get him to collaborate on some music! He may see the cyberpunk vision I'm after a bit. We watched The Matrix together in theatre back in the day. Of course I like dark fantasy stuff like The Crow too. I'm just wondering if he's seen the anime Lain: Serial Experiments. I've seen it and think it's pretty sweet. It is partly what the movie The Matrix is based on. I suggest it.
So in the last few months the lady of my lifetime starts saying "I'm Sad" in a monotone sort of voice. It's kinda like a kid would say. It happened after we worked very hard a few months, then realised the contractors don't appreciate the best mudder/tapers in town. And so my dad starts saying that too around this family time. It's kinda cartoonish and silly. For me I don't want to be sad! I've been through sadness and don't want to feel that anymore. If I did I would feel lost. I'm the kinda person when in a tight situation I have to stay up! Cause I know how much is at stake. It's the same reason I could say "Im Saad" but I won't. Gets me thinking back to Vaporwave and the Sadboys. I think many aspects of this Black Mirror show are really vaporwave! I'd like to cheer everyone up actually! Especially myself.
I came up with something a few years back. Saying I'm an emo that doesn't cut themself. I gave it a name I called it being and Ome - Emo backwards! It's like saying will you be my Oh me! Oh My! what a ride!! Are you strong enough to be an emo that doesn't cut themselves - cut the culture back instead!! We would be Ome's ;) It's also about being at peace! - Ohm!ie
Yes, yes we can be onto the dark stuff and be light hearted about it. Which can make it that much more brutal and overbearing. This musical project is going to be really emotional. It's gonna be great. I want to go a.d.d. off the wall kind of stuff cause it just gets me not many seem to be expressing that... no no don't be too busy saying "I'm saaad" Wow !! Wow!? I know how to be extremely happy about being sad which makes me not so sad!! That's what I mean.
