I don't know anything for sure. I just know what rules my own heart and soul because it takes me places that have cost a lot of loss of people in my life that I had trusted before, and later realized I didn't really know. Mostly people are afraid. Fear is the agenda. My physical essence is very angry at others' fears, and that is a difficult emotion for me to keep under control. Part of me just wants to slap them upside their heads! Like my only sibling who will not even come into my house, for two years, because I have refused the jab. Then, I move away from my human impulses and attempt to remember that we came into this existence as "love". It's pretty lonely, but makes us stronger. This is a short trek in the greater scheme of things, after all. Very trying times.
Each of us have our own life experience. When I was young, I hated being alone, even though ironically, I moved around so much, I was always alone. But I made friends, where ever I roamed, and always was looking for love in all the wrong places. Yup, sounds like a song.
But I have never felt stronger in my personal resolves in simply trying to find truth and understanding, and in following my soul self that got lost for a while along the way. Being "alone" is not scary anymore. I know I am not alone. We are each just children of the Universe, intimately connected by ethereal energy. Took years to figure that out.