I post for the opportunity to make rewards. Let's just put it like that. However, it has become increasingly apparent to me that there is no way in blue hell I'll ever get anywhere here. No matter how hard I try.
I don't feel like putting in the effort just because. I've worked hard to create something worthy of being rewarded. Putting it out for free feels like a waste.
It takes so much time, effort, energy, and brainpower to produce.
I understand that it's pretty dickish to those who have less SP and have enjoyed it, but I don't know what to say. I need to eat, and I need to put that energy per day towards something that is going to make me that food money.