BLESSED AF. Solution To All Drama

Today was an intense day. In the inner landscape of my heart just as on the crypto markets. But when I came home from long day at the studio, all the residue of red candles and emotional trials vanished in an instant, with the smile of my girlfriend and the divine smell emanating from our kitchen.

I have the uncanny intuition when market is about to take a sht. And it typically plays out this way: my inner voice telling me hey log into Binance and sell some BTC cause it's it's sitting on the toilet about to take a poo poo. I rarely act on it right away, I get distracted by one of the hundred menial tasks around the studio. By the time I log into my account, bicoin is effectively taking a massive poo poo. And I don't blame it one least bit. Hey when I sit on the toilet, I don't fck around. I get to the business.

And so I thank my intution to be right, again, and go along with my day, in the heat of the under-roof studio. But some days, like today, triggers of my pains are more abundant than usually, and that's when I know it's time to stop blaming anything or anyone, and contemplate, go deep within. That does not make it easier, quite the opposite. Awareness does not make the prison less uncomfortable. It just makes it obvious to face instead of running away.

I still got to finish an epic painting that I've been working on for 2 weeks and record my new YouTube video that I plan to edit and publish this weekend, so I'll keep you posted.

I jumped on my bike (I don't drive much in summer time) at 9:04pm and pushed hard to the pedals. By 9:11 I was in the elevator going up to our apartment.

As soon as I opened the door all the tribulations of the day vanished in a moment. My loving girlfriend welcomed me with a smile and kind word. But what really cheered me up was the divine smell that made my mouth water instantly.
I didn't eat since lunch and I was ravenous. And what awaited me was by far the best dinner I had this year so far. Absolute feast.

Too bad the pictures cannot capture taste...but I assure you, it was D E L I C I O U S !!

Home made blueberry pie with a love note. Pretty damn great!

Organic salad with boiled red beats, romaine, tomatoes and super yummy home made dressing. This was just sooooo yummy. I love salads and this one was way up there with the best!

Ladies and gentlemen meet Mr.Organic Chicken baked with organic potatoes, onion and my all time fav: brussel sprouts. T H I S I S C U L I N A R Y O R G A S M !

My superstar and amazing cook: @gladysmak

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Brussel sprout about to go south;)

Conclusion: do not let the red candles and emotional dramas drag you down. Find yourself a kind lovely partner and you set to ride out any storm !:))

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Much Love to all,

Jan
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