Today I've completed 62 months with my girlfriend. But of what? When we first met? No. When we first kissed? No. But since I heard her voice for the first time. She's downstairs right now, talking to my sister. I've been waiting for her since midnight.
The thing is that I've this ritual that I wish her a 'Happy Anniversary' every month, celebrating this occasion. Ever since we're talking I've been wishing her on the 16th of every month, at midnight. I've never missed it. I've no idea why I just opened Steemit and randomly started typing this when I'm not even active on this platform. And it doesn't even matter, right? The reason behind it? Nah.
I just don't feel particularly happy right now because we've been feeling distant from each other because of a few reasons. And tonight when I thought we could spend some time together and sleep early, since our sleeping schedule is really messed up, she's talking since the last 2 hours. I don't mind it and I'm glad they're talking since it's been a long time since they chatter properly. But it's bumming me out.
I don't wanna sleep before she comes upstairs because that will be rude but I don't wanna interrupt them either. And I've to wake up early because I really wanna start running from tomorrow, I've been missing it since a long time now and I can feel that my body and my mind need it, badly.
Let me see what I should do. I think I should ask her to at least come upstairs for 5 minutes and then if she wants she can go and continue the conversation. At least I'll be able to sleep.
I guess I'll come tomorrow to write more. This felt a little liberating, like I'm writing my diary.
Peace.
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