Traped ...

I apologize mom now its been about 5 years I wasted it in a girl that said she love that she want me
I can't believe how stupid i am
I apologize to myself as well .
i could had been doing way to much , way so much but i wasted much
Thinking that we could had made some
Thinking that this could of been a family
I spend all my time thinking about what could make you happy .
I had holla good times and bad once as well
This chapter was amazing i appreciate you been in my life
Life without a change it's not a life
Gotta learn to move now
It's time to fly for me
I learn a lot i hope you did as well
The wisdom that i got it's incredible
Ill miss you
You the one that had make me the happiest in my lifetime
I would die for you without thinking about up to this day i still think about you
I fell in love i was always there next to you and you there next to me
I never left your side i enjoy every night that you lay next to me
But the fights that's what i hate the most
We could ever stop the anger inside
Sometimes you just got let go just cuz you know it's taking you nowhere gonna end trap back in the block
Im trying hard to get this this million since I met you half of decade ago but the truth is I been thinking of this milling decades ago..
I work hard and try pay bills and try give you it all
Oh yeah I get it im to young to understand what what the struggle is but reality is that I come from a struggle you can't even picture in your head
B yes your right I don't have any kids so I wouldn't know what a parent is to be
I own nothing but a car for a 1000 and a pit that cost me 100
We can't even afford to have to pay the bills all that we paying is for pills
I hope life gets better for the best of us
Sing…by ….k-low Kevin falcon