What is my work? Yeah good question. My work is to question every step that we take in our life. What is right? What is wrong? You talk about war, your country won, so you are happy.This is how civilization evolved and we ended up in here. Does that make you right? We always like to brag god on everything. Something good is happening, Thank god, Something went bad, why god. We do ask a lot of things to god. In a way, we think we are the only one who owns the god. We always pretend like(actually never think of it like this way) apart from the humans, there is no god for other animals. Only human has the rights to pray to god.
Let me tell you straight, what makes you think that god even care for you? If you are a believer in god, and you are reading this, let me ask you, god created this whole universe,right? And also we all know god is everywhere. But please tell me do you have any idea how big this universe is? Or how small earth is in this whole universe? So whats make you thing that god even care about your stupid prayers? If god really cared about the earth, they never would have created humans. I literally hate the fact, from the moment we came to earth,we just grew up for being stupid and stay stupid forever. More day I am passing, I am realizing where the hell am I? Peoples stupidity is going to infinity. Now don't ask me why did I called people stupid, I might need to explain it in a different post.
So you always pray to god, but did you ever prayed when you are having romance? I am not talking about afterwards, but before you started, if you are a boy, did you kissed the girls feet first, said to her I respect you and going to respect you forever, thank you god for all the blessings, did you ever tried that? That's how we reproduce so in a way, that must be the most sacred thing in human life. You never ever did that. May be that's the reason why people
getting stupid day by day. May be we don't realize, but let me tell you this, there is no such things as accidents. Whatever happens to a human life, even if I die while writing this, its not an accident.
Everything is happening with people, with everyone, we are the sole reason behind it. Someone dying for food, someone dying for water,someone killing someone, floods, rains, earthquake everything we suffer from, we are the main reason behind it. God have enough things to deal with, they just don't have the time to play with some human's life. We all suffer because of our doing.
Pretty sure you are already thinking I don't believe in god. No, I do believe in god. And I wish all the people in the world should have believed it the way I believe. So, is god exist? Yes. Do you know what is the work of god? They show us ways, we(the humans) are the special ones, so not just a single way. There are always multiple ways available. You have the brain, so you have to decide the way you are going to chose. It depends on the decision, what is good for you and what is bad. Sometimes you can find good in the bad's, different people, different ways of thinking. We are the most complete living being on earth, so everything we do and everything happens in our life, it's just the way we do things. God has nothing to do with it.
I used to pray god a lot. I come from a Brahmin family, In case you don't know what it is, here is what google says - "Brahmin is a varna(class) in Hinduism specializing as priests, teachers and protectors of sacred learning across generations". So, my whole family always used to talk about gods and the things god have done for us and many more. I grew up always thinking like yes, god is protecting us and watching us. But every day the things I am seeing, things that happening to the people, to the world, millions of questions started struck my head. And also, in case you don't know, I am a total failure in my life. Just read my first post to know more in case you are interested. So, after everything that keep happening to me, failing almost in everything, one day I asked - why god? I kept searching for the answers, and I realized that if I wanted, my could have been a lot better by now. But everything I chose in my life, turned out wrong. I should have thought about the negative outcomes too. But I didn't. I listened to myself, I did everything which I thought that was right, and here I am. God has nothing to do with it. It's all you.
I still believe in god. I do pray to god everyday. But in my prayer, I stopped begging. I will try my best to control the outcome of the things I am going to do, that is the target now. Thanks for reading.