Dear Diary: I Feel That I Sound Like A Broken Record Already On My Dialysis Results

Dialysis is seemingly a simple process, you go to the dialysis center, you get pricked with two big but so sharp dialysis needles, you get cleaned and then you go home.

But it isn't as simple as that, sometimes you get a major cramp based on dialysis center, some centers give you a painful major cramps so severe you will summon a dead person to help you or maybe wished for yourself to die in that instance,, or maybe if you have gun at that same instance you will use it, that kind of major cramps.

But in my center they figured out how to avoid those cramps based on past results of patients so they are using those settings to just make the dialysis bearable.

But what is really my problem is the crashing of my blood pressure. Just today about more than an hour before my termination of session I am already feeling the tell-tale signs of a major BP crash. My neck area and back are aching already, my heart it seems would stop at any moment and is aching too and my vision are getting blurry as well as my sense of hearing and I am starting to blackout.

So I can't endure it anymore so they corrected and adjusted the dialysis and had let me finish my session. Fortunately my BP just cooperated and with some adjustments of basically adding fluids into my system and slowing down the dialysis process have made my BP return to tolerable levels.

Once again I am thankful that I had a dialysis this day, I am now giving up on how I could avoid a blood pressure crash because I have done what I could possibly think about to solve that problem so I will let my body do its thing and the mercy of God for my battered soul.