At the time, my routine was working in a place that didn't necessarily motivate me, watching Netflix, hanging out with my friends, and checking my social media all day.
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This kept me distracted and was the perfect plan to ignore my emotions, those hurts that considered my present and related to the people around me.
I remember at one point I wondered if we really came to this world to walk like zombies, meet social standards (grow up, graduate, get married, be a mother / father, be part of an important company, among others) even though some of those they don't necessarily fill you up or make you happy.
Once I reached goals that were supposed to make me feel happy and fulfilled, I realized that all of these things did not necessarily fill my soul.
I felt that I had many personal achievements, but, I was not helping anyone, I had no mission or purpose other than to breathe and go with the overwhelming flow of life.
From that moment I began to work on myself, to make peace with myself, with my Pahola from the past and I even dared to undertake.
I learned to really know myself, to discover myself and to allow myself to change my thoughts and beliefs even when the ego got in my way.
Definitive, this growth has not stopped until today. Some days I wonder if the path I took is the right one, but then I remember how happy it makes me and I understand that ultimately, I was born to serve others, but, above all, to be present and aware, believe and bet every day for that life that I want to achieve.
If you liked my story and you identified, let me tell you that you have time to do what you want, wonderful things are on the other side of your comfort zone.
