Forgotten distraction at 100."

in hive-107855 •  3 months ago 

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Welcome to my world. I am working doing whatever, and I lose the tools or things I am fixing, and it takes me a while to find them. It seems that when I use something, I just drop it like something that no longer exists, and this creates not one, but multiple frustrations with reality that lead to stress caused by myself. The other day, I saw a video of a woman who unplugs the iron and leaves, and doubts whether she unplugged it and comes back once again until she finally takes the iron to work.

It seems that some of us have more tendency to give importance to some things and to others that seem not to exist in my world, or it is Alzheimer’s on the way. Who knows.

The truth is that forgetting is what happens, and no matter how much one wants to solve it, one cannot. For example, I fix whatever or solve everything that needs to be done in the house. Well, that is quite a lot. Now remembering where I left things seems that the mind does not see it as important and goes to problem-solving topics, even though losing things is the new problem-solving. It seems like I am looking for problems to solve as if there were not enough in life.

But I do not give up. Many times I dismantle the whole house until I find what I know is there. That’s why I have those methods for when I leave something so well thrown that it cannot be found. It seems that I throw something, and there are layers and layers above that are covered by three layers of things, so later finding it is complicated. Also, when tidying up, that doesn’t even know of its existence.

That’s why I look for something that doesn’t exist. That’s life. That’s why my house is all very simple, with few things. Living alone, since she left, my wife, or I lost her and I don’t know where I left her; still, I don’t look for her.

Regards, friends.

invito a @starmanmdq

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You are still sad and desperate... Perhaps what I often experience is happening to you: I lose things, and in the search for them I find unexpected possibilities... ;-))

Not sad, it's already over, a few months and that's the end of the matter, when one is sad it is not because of the person, it is because one had nothing to withstand the fall, until one realizes that there one can be a whole person.