Depression is a disorder that is affecting more and more people.
Let's give a simple example.
Suppose there is a poisonous tree in your yard. You don't even think about going far away when you touch the leaves of that tree. The only reason is that it is a poisonous tree. So what do you do to keep the tree and grow it with care? Or put it on the top with a hunt?
The answer must be to throw the tree up. And knowingly will anyone plant such a tree or not?
This is exactly what is called depression. Like a poisonous tree. The more you take care of it, the faster it will grow.
More or less every person suffers from a disease called depression. I, you, we all go around with this disease for one reason or another. No one suffers from depression for a specific reason. Everyone has different causes of depression. Some may endure and put a false smile on their face, some may not, the difference is only here.
I think you have completely forgotten the reason why you are depressed. It doesn't take much to be good. Say it from the heart you want to be good, yes just be good. Forget everything that happened before and after, what will happen, and what will not happen.
Pray five times regularly, recite the Qur'an. Fear only one thing in your mind, sleep today, you can't see tomorrow morning. Death will never come.
You can think with a smile of contempt that the easier it is to say or write the words, the harder it is to actually use them. But the harder you think, the more you go back. Depression will also engulf you on all fours.
Now you decide what to do? Just keep looking at the text? Or will you start putting the words into practice from today?
Whatever he does. But keep one thing in mind, at the end of the day, it is only up to you to stay well.