That is an interesting choice to depict "heaven" with image of its opposite... at least that's how I associate brainwashed obnoxious deaf/ mute butterflies, who look almost exactly the same...

"road to hell is paved with good intentions", as the saying goes, and calling yourself good / " from heaven" /, but, judging by your actions being at the very least childish / retarded, or simply full of shit / delusional or psychopathic, is just that...