There is a time for everything and who knows you see something you can paint with like tea or some different food colours.
You can make one layer or a sketch first and let it grow in days, weeks or even months. If you observe after you did one step for a longer peiod you might see the next step and find the right colour.

It sounds as if houses are build everywhere and at times I believe people are scared so the place walls and fenches and take more dogs to protect themselves or the world against them.

I believe there were always fenches during my childhoid. I remember how the houses were build on the meadow and by now there's a sea of stone, houses in bad shape due lack of money and no meadow left. The water is grey and I am not sure if there's still life in it. I searched for fish and frogs. It's all protected, not allowed to eat but at the same time everything is killed. Frogs are gone, hedgehidges rare, the fox protected and they set out wolves but the water is bad ir we live on it and trees are removed rapdly just like farmers have to stop since they are called the source of the bad environment just like nature is. The truth is 13 families in the world have a higher footprint than the entire world population. We can not make any difference except if we no longer buy.
Children no longet play outside, climb trees, go fishing and roam through the neighbourhood. I remember how normal it was when I was a child but also to see dogs and cats outside. Not to mention the birds (including pooping on your head). I liked searching in the gravel lanes behind the houses for lost coins ir other reasures. It's the time of the year moms are baking and frying in their sheds for the celebrations coming up. Iliked the smell. No one does it these days. It's strange how easily people forget about the simple joys of life.

It would be goid if you can buy a new phone and laptop to make life easier and it is access to the world if you have to kill which makes it feel less wasted.

If it comes to skills. We can learn and you learned how to make your laptop run again. Mine has 4 GB as well but can't be fixed so I mainly use the phone. It's strange to consider how it allworked fast vut due to "new technologies" (more like extra weight, spyware) there's suddenly no access or everything is frozen. Good to hear you no longer deal with a blue screen. Computers are helpful if they work but the hours of my life I invest in "figuring out" the problems, solving it or simply wait till something will happen are countless just like the crashes.
You are a skilled person. You made your laptop better, found solutions for your health and make your own ompilks. Next to that your photos are good even when you drive and with a low camera.
Can you paint? I think you can and should do it again and improve that skill. The thing about art is that frequently the result is not what we have in mind but that doesn't mean it's not worth to be seen and the message cannot be felt.

It takes a lot of energy to live 24/7 with pain and I understand that it's not inviting to do more what increases it. So for now I hope your bones and body will heal more and the pain will be reduced drastically.

What I admire about you is how you always keep searching, moving and writing and keep being positive. That is a skill as well.

Btw I found the capsules on aliexpress but not the capsule filing machine" and can't use the site you mentioned. There's something out of wood to hold them. I might try that since it's better than holding them by hand alrhough I doubt I can fill the other half and place it on top of it.

I wish you a good day after dialyze and good fortune.
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P. S. Most barking dogs are afraid. You can feed them or raise your voice and they crawl away.