Poem- Birthday wish by @sduttaskitchen.

Dear friends,
Welcome you all to my page.

Today was another hectic day for me as in the morning;
I went to attend lother68(a blogger on this platform) father's death rituals though it was my birthday on the 8th of December;
I couldn't feel enjoyment because so many memories of my childhood were alive in front of my eyes while coming back by metro.

Inside the metro, I saw a mother taking care of her two daughters, and within a second;
I go back to my childhood as we are also two sisters, but the difference is our mother is no longer with us to protect us.

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Besides them, another mother was looking tense because her son couldn't write correctly in the examination;
and that child was frightened because of her mother's attitude, which was something I also could relate to.

In the crowd, I kept my hand on that child's head;

and was blessed to live for so many years. Often we understand the value of everything after losing them.

In the evening, I spent a good time with nano;
He is my motivation, my source of positive energy.

We played football together, and we enjoyed our moments together. While sitting alone in the night my mind seized my body;
and at that time, I started writing this poem.

I was feeling so sick mentally and physically;
and then I decided to sleep and kept all my work aside.

Another thing I realize most people often want me to stay beside them in their crucial times;
but when I needed them, they never stayed beside me.

We can fight with our enemies, but it is tough to fight with selfish friends;
because we are somewhere attached to them mentally.

After so many incidents, I decided to keep a safe distance;
especially from those who only play a safe game with me.

So here is a poem I wrote on my birthday;
I don't know if you like it or not! But I only try to illustrate the mental condition I went through.

Birthday Wish

Time, time goes back;
to fix my yesterday's lack!
Today I like to make a desire;
I want to go back to my mother.

While traveling by train;
I have seen how a mother...
takes care of their children.
I want to get the same love today....
Because it's my birthday.

Time, time gets me back
to my mother;
I wouldn't come in front of you
again to bother....
I won't ask for anything more;
Once you make sure....
I would get a chance....
to fulfill my lure.

Today I want her adoration
I invariably feel lonely......
I am choking from my insides.....
and I want to take a breath only.

-Sunita Dutta