Assalam u Alaikum, how are you all? I hope you are well. Today, I am posting after many days because I have become so lazy that I don’t feel like doing anything since I got my semester break. I just feel like sleeping, and ever since the break started, all that’s left in my life is sleeping, eating, and doing household chores. I don’t even feel like doing any skincare, and because of winter, my skin has gotten quite damaged. Usually, my skin doesn’t get dry during the winter season, but maybe due to lack of care, this time my skin has become dry. And since my skin is very sensitive, whenever I do makeup, I always get pimples. Right now, there were so many weddings, but I tried my best to wear almost no makeup, which is why I didn’t get pimples, but my skin texture has worsened.
Anyway, our semester results have also been finalized, but the main thing—the final year project—its result hasn’t been announced yet, and we are all impatiently waiting for it. This time, my GPA turned out good; I am happy because I broke my record for the last 2.5 years and achieved my highest GPA so far. So, I am quite happy, but at the same time, I am also sad because a professor withheld my grade over just 1 mark. I was more surprised because no teacher ever holds back a grade for just 1 mark—they usually add +1 or even +3 so that the student’s grade improves. But I don’t know why my teacher didn’t do that. I was not worried about the grade itself, but I was angry because, due to that 1 mark, I missed out on a major scholarship. And I am sad about that scholarship because I will still get it, but not as much as I would have if there weren’t this 1-mark difference. All my friends were also quite shocked about this.
Anyway, whatever is written in fate is what happens. But in my case, it feels like the opposite always happens—things that have never happened to anyone else always happen to me. I don’t know why. Well, they say that whatever happens, happens for the best, so I had no choice but to accept it. I mean, sometimes in life, things happen in such a way that a person has no choice but to accept them. I am not saying this just for grading but in a general way.