Not feeling well today.🥹

How are you all?? I hope everyone is well by God's grace. Alhamdulillah we are fine too. I'm not feeling well today. My younger son Ali has fever for a week. Many medicines are not working. Advised everyone to go to the big doctor in town. I also felt that I should take it to the doctor this time. The boy has become very weak. .

So today at 10 am I left the house to go to the city for the doctor's purpose. Reached the city in about 45 minutes. After waiting for a while in the doctor's chamber, we were called. Doctor check-up and ask for blood test and CVC test. I checked them there. The doctor saw the report and said that the condition is bad. I have typhoid. I was very tensed. He asked to feed his son fruits. Prescription of medicine worth about 770 rupees.

Today, the doctor, check-up, medicines and fruits cost about 3 thousand rupees. The amount of money is too much for a poor person like me. Also, if the expenses for my son's health were much higher, he would have to do it. Everyone pray for my son. May Allah heal my son. Only a mother can understand how stressful her child's illness is for a mother.

I wonder sometimes. How does my sons father live without his children? It is so easy to forget your child??? I don't understand if it's my sons bad luck or something else. A mother can raise a child alone but does that person not understand how difficult it is to survive alone without the father of her child?? What ideas are my sons growing up about their fathers? How will they feel about their father??

In the course of life, sometimes one has to face situations that are too complicated to find a simple solution. Maybe time solves all problems but the victim has to face the difficult moments of waiting alone. Everyone comes to advise but how many accompany to face the situation??