Apologize to Our leaders 🙏🏻

Hi I Am Maryam Nadeem from Lahore #pakistan. I am a wife and a mother of two childrens. My purpose of making my post here is to apologize to my leaders and promise them that I will not make my post wrongly again but I will work hard myself and get the reward of my hard work from here. InshaAllah.

By the way, I keep posting my diary game or contest etc. original but since the start of Steemit engagement challenges here I work hard every week but I don't get the reward of your up so I get disappointed. I keep seeing your upvotes on other people's posts and I get frustrated that my post is lacking so I don't get upvoted because I'm very happy with whatever I get here. Some of my house is spent.

So I got emotional and made the Plagarisim post here. When the bedtime story contest started here, I thought I would post it here after seeing it on Google, but I had no idea that it had a huge impact on my reputation here. I got voted and later you withdrew your vote. I also made another post At steem Nigeria And there I had prepared my original post, I was very happy that you voted for me on that too, but because of this post, due to a mistake in this post (Bed Time Story) , you withdrew your vote from there too. 😭😭😭😭

I think you did this to me to correct your mistake but now I realize that I was very wrong. I should always work hard and make my original post. Please I won't make this mistake again on any post but please vote on my post I need your vote very much I am from Pakistan and I don't know much about crypto. Because of this, I keep making contests and diary games.

Allah has given a heart to forgive every human being, you also have a very good heart, you help others and reward us for our hard work, I hope you will forgive me and my mistake. Because I will not let you down on my next post. I am a diabetic patient and take my medicine etc insulin etc from steemit money because my husband's income is very low due to which it is difficult to spend at home that's why I want to work hard here. Do it and you will give me the reward of hard work.

I have to work here day and night to buy small happiness for myself and my family, but when I don't get the reward of my hard work, I get very disappointed and I pray to my Almighty God that God Almighty What is lacking in me, so I know that my Allah Almighty will surely reward me for my hard work. I do not ask anyone else except my Allah Almighty.

I hope that you will read my post correctly and forgive me. The one who forgives is Allah Almighty, but we should also say something to people so that their hearts also have mercy for us. Thanks for Reading.