🎢 Lately I've been through an emotional rollercoaster. Everything was so unsettling ...

... it was hard to stop and even be able to articulate the things I was going trough.
Lately tho, due to a series of considerations and questions I posed myself.. I think I know what's been behind the worst rollercoaster ride I've ever been into.
I'm too rigid.
Emotionally, psychologically and spiritually.
Although I kept my actions not-dependant from my emotional state, by not giving myself room for detachment, I've been emotionally reacting to the circumstances.
This has been the best way to “hate”, something I deeply love.
I'm now focusing on being more agile, flexible and anti-reactive to what happens.
As soon as I've tilted that way, I've felt much lighter.
I keep pushing, gotta make the best lemonade out of this 2020-lemons.
I'll keep you posted,
Thanks for staying with me in this journey.
yours truly,
-Tom