Una parte de mi / A piece of me.

Muchas veces me pregunte quien era yo, y cual era mi objetivo en la vida, mis talentos y habilidades, solía pensar que no servía para nada. En esta etapa de mi vida veo algo más claro sé que me gusta y que quisiera hacer con eso, creo que al pasar cada año me doy cuenta de que hay problemas en los cuales me ahogaba y ahora los veo como algo simplemente tonto, que las cosas que de verdad tienen importancia son aquellas que de verdad deberían ser prioridad en nuestra vida, pensar en nuestro futuro y nuestro bienestar y no molestarse por cosas tan insignificantes, aprendí en lo que va de año a simplemente ignorar lo que me moleste de personas que no significan nada para mí y eso me hubiese gustado aprenderlo muchos años atrás.

Many times I wondered who I was, and what my goal in life was, my talents and abilities, I used to think that it was useless.
At this stage of my life I see something clearer I know that I like it and that I would like to do with that, I think that as each year passes I realize that there are problems in which I was drowning and now I see them as something simply silly, that the things that really matter are those that really should be a priority in our life, think about our future and our well-being and not bother with such insignificant things, I learned so far this year to simply ignore what bothers me from people who they don't mean anything to me and I would have liked to learn it many years ago.

Cuando era niña era muy tímida en el colegio llamaban a mi mama a reuniones para decirle que era muy introvertida, pero eso no creo que sea tan malo al fin de cuentas me sentía bien alejada de los demás.

When I was a child, I was very shy at school, they called my mom to meetings to tell her that I was very introverted, but that I don't think is so bad, after all, I felt very good distant from others.

En mi adolescencia era una persona extremadamente negativa y me la pasaba llorando casi siempre, quizás eso se deba a la vida tan difícil que viví en mi hogar me enseñó a cerrarme más a las personas y eso si era bastante malo, ya estaba creciendo y veía el mundo como mi enemigo.

In my adolescence I was an extremely negative person and I spent most of the time crying, maybe that is due to the difficult life that I lived in my home taught me to close myself more to people and that if it was bad enough, I was already growing up and I saw the world as my enemy.

Poco a poco conseguí un mundo para mí, lleno de personas igual o peor de negativas que yo jaja y lo disfrutaba porque tenía con quien compartir eso, allí empecé a soltarme más a conocer gente nueva y poco a poco aprendí que debo adaptarme a cada persona que cada uno es diferente y que no necesariamente todos son malos.

Little by little I got a world for myself, full of people equal to or worse than me, haha and I enjoyed it because I had someone to share that with, there I started to let go more and meet new people and little by little I learned that I must adapt to each person that each one is different and that not all are necessarily bad.

Hice muchos amigos, y además compartía también con mi familia eso me ayudaba a seguir adelante y evitar hacer alguna tontería, pero si me dejaban sola sentía que me hundía otra vez.

I made many friends, and in addition I also shared with my family that helped me to keep going and avoid doing something silly, but if they left me alone I felt like I was sinking again.

Pase por un montón de etapas de las cuales no me enorgullezco pero era parte de crecer y aprender a buscar mi estilo y mi esencia.

I went through a lot of stages that I'm not proud of but it was part of growing up and learning to look for my style and my essence.

Y mi vida completamente cambio cuando fui madre, ahora puedo entender muchas cosas y me siento mucho más feliz que antes porque tengo mi propio hogar y cuando siento que me estoy hundiendo están ahí para apoyarme siempre, subir mis ánimos y mi autoestima.

And my life completely changed when I was a mother, now I can understand many things and I feel much happier than before because I have my own home and when I feel like I'm sinking they are there to always support me, raise my spirits and my self-esteem.

Las personas cercanas a mi saben que soy algo explosiva y que me cuesta expresar mi cariño con ellos, pero en el fondo estoy llena de muchos sentimientos y soy extremadamente sensible pero ahora soy más fuerte que antes y puedo decir que mejore muchas cosas de mi que aun creía que seguían inmaduras. Quería compartir esta reflexión y recuerdos con ustedes aprovechando que estamos en esta cuarentena y me pongo bastante pensativa por todo esto.

People close to me know that I am somewhat explosive and that it is difficult for me to express my affection with them, but deep down I am full of many feelings and I am extremely sensitive but now I am stronger than before and I can say that it improves many things about me that I still believed they were still immature.
I wanted to share this reflection and memories with you taking advantage of the fact that we are in this quarantine and I get quite thoughtful about all this.

Previously published in Hive / Anteriormente publicado en HIVE.

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