Ever since my teenage age i have heard there is a special night during the Ramadan, and the night comes at one of the last 10 days of Ramadan so ever since then i used to try not to miss it
Even if i dont fast the first 20, i always make sure i fast the last 10 cos no one knows when it comes and once it is missed, it is not coming again until next year
I pray to Almighty Allah not to let me miss lailatul Quadri the holy night