It was a wicked storm today that seemed to clear my life! Helped the fam with their work today. It was refreshing to get out and do something despite the snow storm and heavy winds. Was able to still do a bit of music tonight to keep the vibe going. I feel the intuition moving towards gaining grounding in the situation.
The last blast of winter feeling got me to get back to the hibernation place to gather more wisdom for the road forward. It's one of those things where I focus not on any particular thing, more a vibe. Like a real home/community spirit. Saw a tiktok talking about schizophrenia and nicotine and how it is a sort of therapy for symptoms. I'm like ok so that's why so many people smoke!! My mom was like that growing up with voices and such, now it's just telephone stuff. Yet today was breakthrough time 'cause show told me the real source of her recent apprehension on the phone. So it wasn't just creepy voices on the phone, it's tied to real life people and situations. The voices and such are a way to make sense of an unbearable situation. Sure that's even why conspiracy theorists come up with aliens/have those experiences too. It makes more sense to me.
Now the days seem to have more kick. There has been some dark stuff in the last weeks too. It's got me to want to kick up the positivity and expression a whole other notch. Get some comprehension here in the midst of the chaos. Ok well I better sign off for tonight. Accomplished getting the gist of some thought out. It seems that's what I've been doing. Social media like steem and hive are ways for me to cope. To say something sometimes when there seems to be not many other people there.
