Alone in my thought,
As I mumble some words to myself.
Too scare to open up to the world,
Alone in my sorrow.
I never felt any sense of belonging
If I don't belong here.
Where do I belong then?
The other world, where I have no one to trouble.
Will I be comfortable all alone,
I dwell on my thought,
I couldn't speak aloud; afraid to be heard.
Fear grasps me.
Buried in my thought,
No one to trust,
Sitting on tower, seeing things perpetrated by human.
I say to myself, I don't belong here.
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My spirit work against my body,
As i stick to my body language,
Spiritual things is not my things.
I scared to death like the end is near.
If you confide in the world,
Naturally, you will be pity at first;
There after, the land lie ahead,
Awaiting in ambush.
Your story will be the talk of the town;
Not to be helped, and if assisted.
They rejoice in mocking you. Maybe not all.
Any single mistake, they lunch attacks.
Ready to take all what has been done.
The world needs to be purify,
Who can heal it?
Is it beyond repairs?
I can't think of how.
The answer lies in the space.