Never waste your time trying to explain yourself to people who are committed to misunderstanding you, overtime you will realize the important things in life are what happens day to day, not big events that happen occasionally.
Never let fear decide your future, believe in your hopes and dreams. Keep your eyes towards the future.
The life you want is just within your grasp. The Lord said “The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light” FOCUS is the KEY.