Yesterday I went out of home after a long period of time ... It was odd... It was the first time to go to the university .. I felt like that i got lost ..I didn't know what to do that moment because i am used to staying at home all the time ... I met new students studying hard for the entrance exam ..but I am not?? Why because I keep thinking negatively .....I didn't know what is my function ...what i should do ?!! How can I study ....and i kept thinking and thinking....I got on the bus , and i decided to not think too much ....suddenly two girls were talking about what they have done through their life ...what they have achieved , then they looked at me ,and started to ask me some questions like what do I study ? What do I do ?!and what is my target?! I just said that I finished my high school then i asked one of them " what do you study" she said that " I study English and now I am preparing for TOEFL exams also, I am studying for the entrance exam ....."I said to myself ohhh god i can't compare myself with an ambition person.....i felt gloomy and frustrated with myself i tried to smile at her face ....when i got home.. I wanted to cry ..iI felt that I am not worthy I asked myself why I can't be like her !what is the difference between me and her😞
I asked myself ?! Am I really interested in life ? Am I motivated person ? How can I advise and motivate people while i am not making an offer to motivate myself.....ohhh I was confused....after that, i asked myself ?! Why can't I compare myself with people who don't even finish their studying or high school grade ?! Or comparing myself with uneducated people ? With people who just like wasting their time with playing and having fun without achieving anything in their life......I felt a little better I felt a little self_ confident.....i backed myself again..... So, do not just compare yourself with people who are better than you ...because that will make u upset ...disappointed and unpleased to what you have done ... You will never be satisfied with what you do or what u r working on ...you will always care about them ,you won't even develop yourself to be like them ...i know some of you would say ..."No i am not like u ..comparing myself with ppl who r better than me makes me energetic ...makes me capable of doing things i have never expected ......"OK I am with u ? but tell me ? Are u happy with comparing your life with other people's life ??? You will always keep wanting to live people's life ...You won't even live your own life ....... Guys enjoy the moments that u are making ....work hard to make yourself happy ...make memories with the precious person you love .... And never do things to convince people ... They won't make ur destination ... Do it for yourself ....take your time to achieve your goals ...you have a long life ahead ... And do the things that you want to do not what people want you to do