🌹Hello #Steemit Stale. How are you all.🌹
I am Maria Oishy. I use the username @oishymaria on #Steemit.
I am from #Bangladesh 🇧🇩 among you.
I have various roles including mother, housewife and student. After all, I have a dream too. I chose Steemit to fulfill that dream. I have to work hard here to fulfill this dream.I wish to introduce myself to everyone. I want to achieve my goals through persistent efforts. Why? Because if I fail, a mother will fail, a student will fail, and a homemaker will fail with me. So I have to practice patience for a long time.
It is now 5:35. This time is not afternoon, but morning. Yesterday night also passed without sleep. Not that I don't sleep at night.. Maybe I could not sleep for some unknown reason. I don't understand, I can't sleep even after a hundred attempts. It used to happen to me occasionally. Now it happens often. Not sleeping has become a habit. Those who can lie down in bed and sleep immediately are probably the happiest!
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It used to be like this during Corona. I used to stay awake at night. I couldn't sleep. I stayed at home for about eighteen months, I don't remember if I slept properly for eighteen nights. Then there was an unknown fear. The terror has passed, but I'm still unable to sleep.
The night is finished, and the first sunbeams are already illuminating the surroundings. Birds are heard chirping. Although I would stay awake several nights in a row, I would often go to sleep after sunrise. Currently it is not happening. So today I discovered that the bird is calling next to my house!
The birds are calling, it's early morning, I can't sleep either. I spent the whole night pulling the pillow. A lot of things are accumulated in the mind. Maybe that's why I can't sleep. I heard that the mountains of words are very heavy, now I understand. All the words of the mind will be told to someone one day! Maybe not to be told! Maybe it will! If I can't say it, will I stay awake forever?! Can't sleep?! What danger!
As a child I used to see old people talking to each other. I used to listen to their conversation even in my sleep. Shall I speak alone? I felt crazy then. Many birds are calling outside. Shall I talk to the bird?! If it feels a little lighter, then maybe I can sleep a little. The burning of a sleepless night is so intense that those who have not been through it cannot understand.
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https://twitter.com/oishymarketer/status/1680300551437979649?t=iHktoeyQz3Pp279Pc9vgtA&s=19
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Your goal ist to introduce Yourself to everyone , an You try to by using #STEEM ?
And You fear to fail by not achieving Your dream ?
In Your dream-post You did not distinguish dream an desire .
You fail as a mother if Your child is not happy , You fail as a Student if You miss Your degrees , and You fail as a wife , höhö , if Your husband does not clean the toilet , make the laudry etc.
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I am here to introduce myself because I love to write. And if I fail, that failure must fall on my son. A failed mother can never make her child a successful person.
I can't sleep at night. Thinking that my writing is not that interesting and good. So how can I improve my writing? I think about that all the time.
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Are You really such a confused person ??
No , hihi , I am confused , why does not writing like a great author be a fail falling on Your son ??? ???
Not sleeping because of writing issues ?
ChatGpt thinks I should translate my thoughts this way :
আপনি আমার সাথে খুব হাস্যকর খেলা করছেন মানে?
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I try to improve my writing. So I'm always thinking of how to make my writing a little more elegant.
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So let me become ironic :
The best way to improve writing is to stop writing , and to not like what You have written .
Irony out .
What language would You choose to have more written "elegance" and what does elegance mean ??
Just write as much as You can , and post it into the #Steem.
Your rewards are also very good sometimes , so You will grow into a #STEEMWHALE , höhö .
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Gave me good advice which motivated me to be more patient and do better. Write whatever comes to mind. I can express in Bengali that way. Maybe I can't express my thoughts in English that way. So trying to improve.
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